Carlos' Story
Carlos Diaz
"Hay algo en mi dentro de de mi que tine que morir" Asi era mi pregunta.Un patron muy triste en mi diario vivir. Algunas veces halcolismo, Pero sobre todo drogadiccion. i mismo. Donde estaria hoy si dios no me ubiera perdonado?Lo que metrajo problemas con mi famila mucha soledad y mas adicion. Hoy comprendo tenia que pasar por toodo eso pra conocer la micericordia de dios. Hoy me pregunto. Que seria de mi sino me ubieras alcansado? Quizas estaria undido en la misma tristeza en la misma situcion si no peor. Pero dodios a tenido misericordia de mi me a al cansado en mi carera contra mi.Aun estaria vacio mi corazon bagaria sinrumbo no tendria dirccion si no fuera port u amor seria como un animal heriod desan drandoce en el suelo como animal sin agua en pleno decierto. Gracias dios port u gran micericordia nunca me as abandonado no me a dejado solo. Hoy se q puerdo tener paz fe esperansa aune n las peores tormrntas aun cuando creo que no puedo seguir aun cundo creo que mi mundo este echo pedasos se que dios esta con migo y es el quin gia mis pasos.
Un dia a la ves San Juan 15 : 16 NO ME ELIJISTE VOSOTOS A MI"SI NO QUE YO OS E ELJIDO A VOSOTROS PARA QUE BALLAS Y LLEVES FRUTO Y BUESTRO FRUTO PERMANESCA PARA QUE TODO LO QUE PIDAS AL PADRED EN MI NOMBRE EL OS CONCEDERA"
Translated English
“There is something in me, inside of me that has to die”. That was my question. A very sad pattern in my daily life. Sometimes alcoholism, but mostly drug addiction; Which brought me problems with my family, a lot of loneliness and more addiction. Today I understand that I had to go through all that to know the mercy of God. Today I wonder what would become of me if You hadn't reached me? Perhaps I would be sunk in the same sadness, in the same situation or even worse. But God has had mercy on me, he has reached me in my race against myself. Where would I be today if God had not forgiven me? My heart would still be empty, it would wander aimlessly it would have no direction. If it weren't for Your love I would be like a wounded animal bleeding on the ground, like an animal without water in the middle of the desert. Thank you God for your great mercy! You have never abandoned me, you have not left me alone! Today I know that I can have peace, faith and hope even in the worst storms, even when I think I can't go on, even when I think my world is in pieces, I know that God is with me and He is the one who guides my steps. One day at a time
John 15:16 New King James Version
"You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you."